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Will they put me in a residential place? I'm scared…..?
Well, I’m not much as scared for myself as I am for my mother. I cut myself again and I’m scared my doctor will see it ( I have regular check ups every few months or so because I have this illness and all). The doctor knows about my issues and I assured her AND myself I was better know but things in my family are actually getting worse and worse so I just took a damn blade and slahed it through my skin. I regret it deeply and don’t know what to do. I’m sure the wound will heal by the time I have to go to the appointment but the scar will stay for sure. I have so many straight lines scars on my arm from previous years and I’m scared she’ll see how many more I did and send me to some residential program thingy because I need some serious help! I’m thinking of calling the one person I tell all my secrets to and feel comfortable talking to: my social worker.
We lost touch a year or so ago becuase I had lied to her, telling her I was "fine" now and I didn’t do anything reckless anymore. I just think I need to call her but I’m scared she’ll even suggest of sending me somewhere or tell my parents even tho I trust her with all my heart! My parents will be furious( they already know I use to do it but then they thoguht I stopped) with me but also sad. My mom can’t stand a second seeing her child/children away from her becuase she’s a little toooo over-protective. If they send me away, my mom won’t be able to sleep for even one single night! I don’t know what to do…WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
Sweetie, this is a very serious matter. Call your social worker and talk to her! For right now, worry about getting yourself well, THEN your mother will sleep well. We can’t take care of other people until we take care of ourselves FIRST.
What ever happens, happens, but at least it won’t draw blood, risk infection, or leave a scar.
Good luck to you.
Lulu
Lulu | Feb 07, 2010
Do whatever it takes to love yourself. Cutting is not the answer. Perhaps a residential treatment will get to the core of the issues you have. You are punishing yourself and you don’t need to do that. Just consider going along with whatever the therapist suggests.
As for parents getting upset, they’ll get over it. It is more important that YOU get over whatever your problem is. You need to work with the therapist to get rid of the demon inside of you and learn to love yourself.
kinda_bitshe | Feb 07, 2010
You do need to talk to someone, whether it be your social worker or your parents. your mother will be mad, yes, but it’s because she loves you and is concerned. think how she feels as a parent. knowing her child cuts themselves. she probably feels like a failure. your mom will be upset if they send you away for a while = even tho it’s to get help, but i say try it. it’s much better than you accidentally going over board one of these days and putting yourself in the grave. you think the psych ward/residential home will be hard on your mom, and family in general, well think about the grave. get help. STOP lying. when you get the urge, go talk to someone seriously.
angelgirl | Feb 07, 2010
Cutting yourself is like putting a piece of tape in a radiator hose.
Let me explain.
Had a friend whose radiator hose had a hole, his car over heated, I cleaned it off after it cooled down and wrapped duct tape around it.I told him "you need to get a new hose this is just a temporary fix".A few weeks later he is wrapping MORE tape around it!I told him again to get a new hose(5-10 bucks).Not longer after that the hose blew apart and no amount of duct tape would have fixed it.
Something is making you unhappy and cutting yourself gets you attention because it make you realize people DO care if they find out you are cutting, but you feel as if they do not care about the OTHER things in your life that are important to you that trouble you.
The cutting will eventually end up like the radiator hose hon.
The cutting is a choice.Instead of cutting next time, I want you to pray until you know GOD has heard you.
GOD does love you and has great plans for your life.Read Matthew 11:28-30 1 Peter 5:7 John 3:15-17 ,Romans 5:12 1 Corinthians 3:16-17, 6:9-10 John 3:1-5 and Acts 2:38.Get in church it WILL help.The United Pentecostal churches are good hon.
Ford_Craney | Feb 07, 2010
the job of social services is NOT to tear families apart unless there are child protection issues…..such as parents being abusive to their children, or neglectful ( leaving them alone & that kind of thing). if this is happening in your home, then your parents will have to do what is necessary to prove they are caring for you properly. if it is just that mom is overprotective, being placed isn’t that likely. either way, you sound like you need to talk to an adult you can trust. please start with the social worker you know. if she is not available for some reason, you may need to talk to another person but please follow through with it. things won’t get better without you taking some action. it will be a very brave & mature thing to do. good luck honey!
Muna | Feb 07, 2010
you shouldn’t worry to much; these people will ask the parentds before they take someone away unless you did somthing illegal..
Jinx | Feb 07, 2010
all the presser is building up inside you need some one to talk to so you can vent the presser inside you other then family cause otherwise it one side you need some one in the middle you will feel better in the long run
gambit | Feb 07, 2010
